The Place of James Pain

Hey, it’s me…

Look, I know you never thought you would hear from me again after this long, but I’ve been doing some thinking and…well….I want you back in my life. Just hear me out, I know you must be angry but at least give me a chance to speak.

When we first got togeather, it was a match made in heaven. I could tell you everything on my mind and you would listen. We were happy togeather and we thought it would last forever.

After a while, I was pondering if all my work was going to waste, my words falling on deaf ears. I didn’t feel I was getting back enough from you. My time with…the other…I won’t say the name because I know it makes you angry…the time I wasn’t with you made me feel expressionless, like I was doing something wrong.

After that didn’t turn out well I felt there was nowhere else I could turn. I was just with myself, at the time I thought I was better off. Well as I thought I was getting nothing out of doing otherwise, why would I think it was the wrong thing to do.

I’m in university now, in case you didn’t know. My teaching in contemporary media practice has already started. It’s already taught me a lot, mainly my need to communicate and to keep a blog. This has made me see that I need you for what you are.

I know you still have feelings for me.
Can you ever take me back?

James Pain